When you lose the one person who grounds your existence, your whole world changes.
In life, it is said that everything happens for a reason. If that’s true, how can you explain death? Especially when it happens to someone so young, so beautiful, and so innocent? My name is Bain Adams, and I struggle with these thoughts every day. I’ve been through hell and back, somehow surviving the unimaginable. My sister took her life six months ago, and now, what’s left is a shell of the man I once was, a shadow of the person I used to be. Do I miss that life? Absolutely. But I miss her more, every day. I pray time will ease the pain and help my suffering while I search for the answers…but so far, nothing.
Happiness is something I knew so long ago, and now it’s nothing but a faint, distant recollection of the life I once had. My name is Arion LaSalle, and seven months ago my life was shredded to pieces when my fiancé disappeared while deployed. He never came home, burning a hindrance of pain and agony within my soul. For so long, I lived my life believing everything happens for a reason, until now. ‘Cause none of it makes any sense. Why Nate? Why only him? Since getting through each breath is a struggle, I put on a fake persona, pretending I’m someone I’m not, living my life recklessly. Because for me, it was all taken far too soon.
The author has put a note on the Amazon page that states
***This book will leave you breathlessly saying, “What the fu@k.” You’ve been warned…enjoy.***
And damn she meant that sh!t down to the last word, this book rocks your world, shakes your heart up and shatters your soul. I totally loved it and need to get my hands on the next book ASAP.
This book is full of mystery and intrigue, love, passion, tenderness, and tear streaming moments.
Bain and Arion both have compelling stories in their own right but mix them together and your emotions are shaken to the core, this story makes your insides hurt, your heart fly then drop like a mother fu@ker.
The dual POV were great, and i found Kinsey’s POV uniquely brilliant because those short chapters really gives you a glimpse of events that led her life.
In my opinion this book is one of those that stays with you long after you have finished reading the story creeps inside your head and makes you think. Genius.